Tuesday, August 31, 2010

UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE

Many many beatiful and wonderful things have happened in my life and I couldnt be more stoked.

I've been reading alot of metaphyics and holy crap why did I ever leave my 'hippie" ways in the past. This answers so many questions for me.

Answers my questions because it's about finding the answers within yourself!!! We are all powerful beautiful beings with the power to comand the universe. Attidude is everything! change your attitude and you change your reality.

I've always had a very "fuck" society attitude towards the "mainstream" media, "morality" and what is generally seen as normal.

Really who wants all of that?? The greatest people and moments in hisotry and life come from doing what makes you happy. If you aren't hurting anyone for the sake of malice THEN DO IT!!

If we are all created and designed differently then why would I want to be like everyone else? why would I want to live up to someone elses standards of me? Why would I want to be anything but me?? SERISOULY!!!

Bunch of Puritanical bullshit that the mainstream american society pushes upon it's people and trying to push it upon the rest of the world.

Why is it that the only way to be seen as a success and worth anything is by having the "perfect american dream"...2.5 kids, white picket fence, dog, cat and 6'0 blue eyed husband and go to church everyday....

well that's not what I want and thank you Mom and Dad for not pushing that upon me. You may have given me the perfectionist attitude but at least it wasn't for mainstream ticky tacky bullshit.

While I like tall dude with jobs does that mean that it should be the determining factor in choosing a significant other....FUCK NO !!

I watch my friend in failed or floundering relationships with others and just shake my head. You effing drone! Think about maybe why you are unhappy. It's not that you don't have the mercedes, the baby, the house...maybe just maybe that crap isn't what you want in the first place. All of that means nothing without love. Love for yourself and love for others.

You shouldn't base your love for someone on what they do for a living, what they wear, how they look or what they believe.

I love my Momma, she is overweight, lives in the trailer park and loves Jesus...to some she isn't worthy but to me she is a Goddess and if she is happy I am happy.

To some I am not worthy...I'm from the trailer park, have a DUI, hate my insurance job, dont have a house, don't have the model body and I certainly don't believe in the Bible or Jesus but I am me. An individual with my own thoughts, feelings, expressions and emotions. I will not yeild into submission by any means to something that makes me misesrable.

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