Guh Grey's

So I was watching Grey's like most females and I almost cried. Why???? Cause of Children's Hopsital's oncology ward.....I can remember what that place smelled like, looked like and what everthing felt like. The red footie slippers with the white non skid on the bottom that looked like frosting, the tie back stiff cotton nighties and the black vinyl hospital beds that they put the white sheets over. I could see so out of the window from that floor. My IV pole was taller then me. I remember the heprin burning when they flushed it into my vains. Fuck you Grey's

Emerald City - Seattle Washington : : Interview w/ Blue Scholars

Emerald City - Seattle Washington : : Interview w/ Blue Scholars

One of my favorite hip hop artists. Can't get enough of their stuff...NXNW will always be in the top favorite songs list It's not a music video just the song....AMAZING

Wow been a long ass time

Been such a long time since I've blogged. I set out to make this an outlet for my crazy passionate heart and my colorful imagination. So much has gone on. LETS UPDATE BITCHES! 1) my license is now suspended from my DUI **sad times**. I still have no news on what is happening with that. 2) Still working at the same place. Getting it out of my head that I will leave sometime in the very near future. Point 1 has pretty much taken all presidence in my life right now. I am planning however to do something school type ish to better benefit my current job and my future prospects. 3) still single...yeah that is all I will say about that 4) It's been two years since Dad passed. Some days are better then others. Still finding changes in myself that are still being processed. 5) still living in Sammamish.. not my fav. 6) starting to find comfort in my own skin. I get one body better take care of it and really if I did have the money to change it would I?? 7) I am dancing a lot more. Every chance I get. I love it. 8) I have joined the rest of the world and purchased an ipod...makes me very effing happy. 9) Been reading a lot of books on how to change thought patterns...supposed to help with self esteem, stop being overwhelmed and so on. 10) really trying to find joy and happiness in all the little things in life. Like youtube ( see video)