big fat fucking sigh and so the fuck what

Pretty much given up. Given up on love, life and happiness. Every time I get a taste of something better then what it is now I get burned 100 times worse then before. I’m giving up on love. I’ve loved and lost and it painful. I can’t seem to get my heart back together. It is broken into to many pieces. It is probably better not to have one. Shove an ice cicle where is should be. I’ve tried to care and make things better and it is still stagnant. I have no support behind me and my shoulders are tired and my will is broken